Message from Two Elementals
August 23, 2002
A Fairy Speaks About
Fear That Comes From Traumatic Experiences
You, who are becoming aware, should look at
another perspective related to forgiveness.
Forgiveness means as if something has never
happened.
When you have walked your path and picked up a
series of events that come your way and impact
your life, it is oftentimes difficult to let go
of each one of these experiences without a great
deal of rumination and thoughtful prayer
concerning these experiences. People now are
becoming aware that the events in their life
have caused them a great deal of trauma and that
they would like to let go of them.
If you are a child and you trip and fall and
skin your knee, it is a traumatic event, but as
you get older you realize that it will heal, but
you also carry with you the fear of falling
again. So, as you get to be an old woman or an old
man and you fall yet again you have compounded
the problem over and over again, so it is a very
fearful experience. An infant or a toddler,
learning how to walk, for example, has no qualms
about sitting down on the floor from a standing
position, just falling down. A child takes great
delight in running and playing and throwing
themselves haphazardly into a huge pile of
leaves. Or jumping off a swing set. Try it when
you are older and see how much fear you have
accumulated towards falling. Evelyn, would you
like to fall down now? (Evelyn's response
was "NO!")
Karen (speaking of a friend of the people in
the group who was having medical problems) fell
today and couldnt get up and she is now
filled with fear once again to the point where it
scares her even to get out of bed. Do not let
yourself fall into this trap over and over again
of reinforcing ideas that no longer suit you.
I tell you this, a fairy has wings and can
fly, but the reason we have the capacity to sail
above the terra firma is because we do not carry
the fear of past experiences as humans do. You,
too, have the capacity to fly if you only let go
of your fear.
Brittle bones do not exist. Resilience of
youth is not lost when one gets older. It is a
matter of fear of the traumatic experiences.
This evening we would like you to look for a
short period of time. I tell you this as directed
by Lady Gaia. Converse for a short period of
time, and as this is put on the web page, for
your readers to do so also, and think about for
this for a short period of time and then we will
come back and speak longer, about how age changes
an individual. What does a child have that a
grownup does not have? What does the purity or
innocence of a child carry that a grownup loses?
So be it and so it is.
Spider Mother Speaks
about Security, and the Illusion of Attachments
Each individual is poised in the middle of a
web. You have created attachments to various
seemingly stable things in your life. Each thing,
like a branch on a tree, isn't immovable,
but it just appears to be secure. But any strong
wind or a moving branch can knock you off balance
and make you rebuild again, stronger and wiser.
(Spider Mother moved into the center of the
room.) Now look around me, see me at the center
of the circle and see the attachments that spread
out to each one of you, like my legs. I would
like to tell you this, attachments to anything
but your Creator, are purely Illusion. All That
Is is the only solid foundation.
I can walk on the ceiling upside down and
never fall unless I choose to. It is a matter of
choice. But what you place your attachment on can
only fail if it stands alone and is not attached
to All That Is. Let me explain farther, for I
didn't explain that to your satisfaction.
All That Is is everything around you, but at the
same point in time, that which appears solid, but
is movable, is Illusion. Everything that is
movable but appears solid is only illusion. A
leaf by itself is attached to a tree, but the
wind blows it. The ground when we walk on the
ground is a solid firm foundation. I am telling
you this from the view of the spider.
I have observed humans and I speak now from a
human perspective. You put your trust on having
clout. Clout does not exist. Clout exists only as
long as the attachment exists. You put your trust
on financial security but that exists only so
long as the money lasts. When it is gone you have
no security. You put your trust on your family,
but as Suzeranda knows, the definition of
"family" is far different after the
fact of being separated from family.
What is the only thing that does not brook
separation? What is the only thing that can never
fail? All That Is. Place your trust in that and
you will never lose your security, your
attachments. If a spider creates a web against a
brick wall and to the ground, how long will it
last? Until it catches something! If it builds a
web in the corner of Caroline's house, how
long will it last? Thirty seconds. (Laugher) And
it is down the toilet, or smashed into a little
buggy mess.
So, you see what I ask you to do now, and for
this next week, is to consider where your
security lies. Fear not, here is the Mother of
all Spiders, and I speak to you as a gift at the
request of Lady Gaia. Be at peace and know all is
well, for She is the One who will never fail you.
So be it.
Wilma had a question about poisonous spiders,
and why they are poisonous.
One more thing I wish to say. Caroline will
answer the question of how an animal reflects
back who you are. (Caroline is teaching the class
on this subject for the organization. Her
perspective on animals and her love for them is
changing slowly to include spiders, too.)
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