Newsletter 3, August 29, 2001
You have been exposed to some of the teachings from the hierarchy now for
these last two newsletters, and today we are going to explain why this is
occurring right now. I am a spiritual teacher, and have been so for many
millennia, and Suzeranda has a soul agreement to help me with this
project. She agreed to do this before she was born, and now carries out
The emotional healing that we are discussing in these newsletters is
being accomplished for a specific reason, and that is to allow you all to
pass through this period of testing, and to accept your next step in
life. That step is to fulfill your purpose.
Each of you was born for a specific reason. You have a purpose to
fulfill, and you also have a group purpose. Each of you has two things
to accomplish in your life. The reason this period is so difficult
for so many is that you must each face the fears that you brought forward,
and release them and let them go.
Today I am going to address the fear of loss, as we did the fear of
death in the last newsletter.
Loss occurs only as part of the Illusion, as I mentioned in the last
lesson. Loss occurs only in the third dimension, never in the higher
ones, because you cannot lose something ever when you realize that you
already have everything! Think of it this way; if you have the knowledge
that you can create anything you want, what can you lose? But it takes
understanding and letting go of the idea of limitation to understand
what you already actually have.
People in the third dimension think they work hard for a living
and acquire their wages and spend their money. And it appears to work
this way, so it is easy to believe you are the source of your
security. If you do not work, then you open yourself up to losing what
you already have acquired.
But in truth, the idea of having something is very different outside
of this Illusion. What you create is dependent on your thoughts and
beliefs. If you think you lack something, then you draw to you
"lack," not the thing itself! You can actually draw to you lack, and
many times it is a vicious
spiral because the idea is reinforced until you let go of the idea out
of sheer frustration or you hit rock bottom. Barbara and Karen, for she
is Karen in her unempowered state and Suzeranda in her empowered state,
listened to country music in one of their places to stay, and a song they
listened to talked about "rock bottom being 'good, solid ground.'" I would
like to tell you that life is filled with ups and downs until you let go
of the ideas that hold you in this cycle. Why not let go of the belief
before you hit rock bottom? What can you lose?
I will tell you this, that what you have the capacity to create is
much grander that what you can imagine. I am one of the group of
individuals who worked to create this planet, at another place and time,
so to speak. This planet was created by putting a thought form into
Light, unmagnetized Light, and we created this place that you consider to
be home. All is well and in perfect order. So you see, I can show you
that you can create whatever you desire, since I have the credentials!
One more thing. Losing something makes way for something better to
come into your lives. It is Illusion that you actually lose something,
but the reason you put yourself into this is so you can make place
for something better to come your way. Let go of the idea that loss is
permanent, that it is necessary, and that you must suffer while doing it.
Already you have created something very small. What you let go of makes
room for something much greater, and you can create whatever you desire.
So be it.
I, too, would like to speak for a moment on loss and the fear of it, but I have a story to tell first.
"A man walked into a store and saw on the shelves row upon row of
goods that he desired. He walked around the store and fondled the
merchandise and held his hand against the fine fabrics and materials.
He desired them with all his heart, but felt they were out of his reach.
One day he walked into the store and asked the clerk how much something
cost, and the clerk answered everything in the store was free".
What do you think that man did on learning that everything he thought
was so out of his reach was free? Did he accept it and ask the clerk to
put everything in bags? Did he choose one precious thing and go out
the door happy? Well, God offers you everything in the store free. It
doesn't cost a cent. All you need to know is how to bring it to you.
Suzeranda and Seth are working on a book on economics, and Seth is using
her as an example of how to create what you desire by manifestation. The
first book covers the subject very well, but the new book is an in-depth
explanation. I recommend that you begin with the first book and go
forward from there.
It is necessary to free yourself from the idea that you are the
source of everything, when in truth, it is God that gives you everything
you need. It is only your fears and ideas that you cannot have something
that limit you in any way. God offers you the 100%. Suzeranda has been
learning this the hard way, by facing the Illusion that she must create
for herself a home and income, when it is there all along for her. Be at
I would like to tell you my version of what has been going on in my life
for the last year and a half.
About the time I was finished with my second book and lost in trying
to make the organization come about, I was asked to leave Jeff's parent's
home, along with Barbara, and all we had were our suitcases. I will not
go into the reason for it because it is not important to the story, at
least to you. But we had two dollars and each a suitcase full of clothes.
I had allowed my dental hygiene license to expire, and with Barbara to
homeschool and the desire to work on my project, I turned to my friends
for help. Along the way, after staying with several friends, I realized
God was leading me through this whole thing for a specific reason.
It took a while to work through the belief structures associated with
this, but I was able to understand what was happening. Being a "channel",
I could ask God why, and I did. She told me that I was there to learn
that my definition of "home" was the earth, and my definition of "family"
was everyone on it.
The fear of loss, I can tell you from experience, is much worse that
the actual thing.
I would like to thank right now all the wonderful people who became
"family" by helping Barbara and me. You are brothers and sisters and I
love you all very much. It has been difficult going through this time,
but I know I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for! Be at
peace. God offers us all the 100% and I have everything I need to create
this organization. God bless each one of you. So be it.
ęCopyright 2001, Karen Holmes. Permission to copy and distribute with this copyright notation.